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Wednesday, January 28, 2009

im pretty mad at myself.
i have always tell myself that i have learnt my lesson.
but everytime it happens and im met with these kinda situations,
im not sure why i do these kind of stupid things.
they always says learn from thy mistakes.
but it always seems that i keep making these mistakes.
even if i have i learnt, either i do it again
or i will fend another mistake again.
i wonder whether its just my luck,
that this never ever happens to any one else.

i know its hard.
its frustrating, heart wrentching.
i know there's always others.
there's always a new way to go about.
but i dont think im ready.
or i dont allow myself to do so.
its like being chained but the key tied just round you neck.

haha realised this blog is more of reflections and realisations.
not really much of what happens everyday blahblahblah.
but im quite sick and tired.

realised if you looked closely
there isnt only one star.
the so called lucky star.
there are other more stars if i would looked more closely.
if i would stick my head out further and glance right up.
there will be more.
there will be hope.

haha i sound christian.

ok another smile to make this a happy post.
say cheese!
:) + :) = :D



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