Wednesday, December 31, 2008
YEEEEEEEEAH!
happy new yeeeeeeeeear.
dear
ear
beer
lear
career
tear.
ok this is the last post of 2008 and first post of 2009 haha.
i think im going to commet on my all-exciting life of 2008.
must of it revovles around sslff i guess, like how my life has always been.
most of it spent studying, since its my olevel year, like duh.
i have my regrets and also memrmories i guess.
school.
friends.
family.
one year to know each other and the other to have fun with.
or sth like that i mentioned once.
i think what i will really miss most is the times i spent studying late into the night.
shaking my legs on the chair on the other side of my table.
having my late night or rather early morning snacks.
behaving sneakyly around the house.
time with my beloved study companions.
going high after midnight.
and many more lah.
sigh.
highs and lows?
lets see.
places i will remember when i think of 2008.
interchange.
swensons. :P
audi.
grass.
pop. @.@
vivo. :::
home? =.=
classroom.
school.
home-jay. ~~
lessons i learn?
one, i think i have got like a split personality.
like at one mo i very nice and the very next i will be hell bad.
consistency? my wish for the next year.
two, heck i was like whacking the com hard during the olevel periods.
ok i can give excuse that prepared sinc june but..maybe im hard on myself, like seriously.
i need to give myself a break.
third, im too reckless. ok i do want to catch them offguard, take the chance before time sweeps away. but stalling wouldnt do no harm or rather would not do the harm instead.
the 3s 2s 1s they always says. i have my 3 and 2? heck about it, its up there somewhere.
ok, the one.
be myself, stick to myself, believe in myself. :D
a man of two cracks, who cares thats being different ;D
special, weird, different, me.
happy 2009!
pull your year.
wonder whats in store.
hope, i will have heck of a year.
:)
thanks for everything people.
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
haha i only like the sad apple :D
ok ytd i was almost sick.
i really think is the stupid bbq food lah.
my nose was...
i dk hell.
quite disgusting, decided not to dwelve into it.
ohyah i like the japanese song album they played.
like finally sth that is nice.
other then the power hits album they played or sth.
i dky japanese songs are very touching, haha.
almost felt like crying.
i always listen to jap songs but dk what they saying
or singing.
always listen to jap anime dk what they saying.
i dont know.
haha i think im trying to kid myself.
like seriously.
i keep thinking that im actually very mature.
casue of...
and cause of...
and cause of...
haha.
and stop autosaving you stupid blog post!
ok im weird.
i think im what im trying to get at is that no one is the best in the world.
or perfect in any sense.
there is always another who is better.
like what use is this.
xin mei ful.
Monday, December 29, 2008
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
haha today wasnt my day i guess.
but i think if today is bad, tmr will be good cause of karma.
i believed in karma, i guess, sort of.
i mean its the only thing that explains everything.?
hmm i learn some stuff today.
i learnt back stich today
and i learnt that sewing is sorta fun?
cool?
not when you prick yourself.
i dky im tired.
its christmas!
put more spirit into it!
please.
hohoho.
:D
sigh......
big boy now who misses santa claus.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Nagareboshi ~Shooting Star~
When I look up at the sky
The stars, see, are sparkling
Each giving off its own light
Like the people on this planet
Yeah, so I, too
Want to shine particularly bright
I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star
I'm in my usual park
I can see the night scenery
On the slide
That's been my special seat for years
Whenever I'm worried about something, I come here
Just like then, I'm on my way to my dreams
But unable to fulfil them
"Maybe this is the end of the line"
There are days when I say weak things like that
But every time, I remember
That starry sky where I looked for a shooting star
The wish I made when I was little
Hasn't changed even now
When I look up at the sky
The stars, see, are sparkling
Each giving off its own light
Like the people on this planet
Yeah, so I, too
Want to shine particularly bright
I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star
Hiding out in the schoolyard at night with my mates
We climbed the chain-link fence
The field seemed to have a different face than during the day
We headed for our sea called the pool
We didn't have swimming trunks, so we were all stark naked
Someone jumped in with a strange yell
The splash echoed through the night
"After him!" Everyone else piled in
We floated gently, looking up at the sky
Looked at the stars in front of us, and talked about heaps of dreams
And looked for that shooting star
When I look up at the sky
The stars, see, are sparkling
Each giving off its own light
Like the people on this planet
Yeah, so I, too
Want to shine particularly bright
I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star
Looking up at the sky, there are countless stars
The same number now that there was years ago
My dreams are endless and crazy
Incredibly bright, like that star
Hey! If you keep hanging your head like that
You won't even be able to see the things you can see
Look up at the sky, keep your head up!!
Hey! "What do you think of the sky you see?"
Someday, like that shining star?c
I wanna shine
When I look up at the sky
The stars, see, are sparkling
Each giving off its own light
Like the people on this planet
Yeah, so I, too
Want to shine particularly bright
I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star
:D
Monday, December 15, 2008
haha ok i quite dont like my blogskn now.
cause it really looks damn weird
dont suit me i think.
gonna change it soon.
lololololololol.
shit i forgot what to say.
oh!
er......
ok i going to sleep freaking early today like in 20mins!
thats hell of an ahievement considering i have been sleep at 12 and 1 plus these days.
and my eyes are.. well, black.
panda black.
and im happy i stoping work at jan
cause i think i will really cherish my remaining holidays.
like all of them are offs!
ok gotta gooooooooooo
or my dad will.
* draws line at throat *
haha LOVE
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
i think sth is wrong with me.
i think too much.
i want to go back to the old days.
where i would spend everyday reading books
and doing i dkwhat.
those kids looks so happy.
i wish i would not think so much.
i think that is the difference between humans and whatever else.
and i dont like it now.
oh man.
stress?
oh man.
Friday, December 05, 2008
haha im on a job marathon now.
6 days straight of work.
which is damn sick since it consist of a public holiday and two weekend!!
and i want to say that i got my first pay
or rather second.
haha well it is expected that i get it soon.
but it was only 85 bucks haha!
cause give two days only first.
hahaha.
sigh...
haiz....
that was a happy sigh?
if there was even such a thing
and im watching a movie while blogging.
on youtube!
hahaha.
oh whatever.
hmm, the sky is quite cloudy these days
so i cant see the starrrs.
sigh.
im watching 21 bringing down the house.
the book was great
or else dazzling.
licks. :P
ciaoz?
ciaozzzzzzzzzz!
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
the past few days have been quite a dissapointment.
i mean to others and also to myself.
althought we did get what we wanted,
but...
hmm.
i mean we certainly shouldnt do this.
like its our first job and we are letting people down.
ok i do feel bad.
or perhaps feel bad that im not feeling bad that i had done sth wrong.
:(
haiz...
reflections this is.
i really think i have changed alot these years.
every year i feeling like im changing into a totally different person
so much so that im afriad im not being who i am.
but also i know im still that lame and .... person i always am.
reflections... by the mirror.
sian.
i just want to say that
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