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Saturday, January 31, 2009

ALIVE.


Naruto - Alive - Ending Theme 4 - Naruto

Everyone makes mistakes at times
It's not something embarrassing
Don't waste these scars
Keep on going laughing, and it'll all be good

(RAP)
That's right, breathe in a silent breath
Look to the vast sky, jump in
Take a break once in a while when it rains
Let the wind take the destination
All the regrets you carry
Can't let these scars go to waste
Carve an emblem into your arm, lets go as long as we love
That's right, from here on is the Show Time

Ah Like the past that lives in this fading polaroid picture
Just like the days we hung out
We searched for a place so we can sit in the sun
We fought every day like this The one step you gotta take for your desire
A real fight for yourself Let's sing this song forever in this place

Everyone makes mistakes at times
It's not something embarrassing
Don't waste these scars
Keep on going laughing, and it'll all be good

(RAP)
Morning dawn tells you the beginning Between the borders of dream and reality
What's Say until the day my voice dies away
keep on truckin' Another Day
All aboard ready to go Develop a single road yeah
Soon flowers bloom along the way And will spread its wing toward the future
Reality burdens real heavy but go for the top Like a No Culture
A monkey can only be a monkey Oh
One can only be himself Yo
Before you worry about tomorrow with your head down
Be what you wanna be today
Rebirth, today's a fine day I've got nothing to worry for

Reality leans heavy on me
And it's torturing me
Nothing comes easy
I know that well enough

Everyone makes mistakes at times
It's not something embarrassing
Don't waste these scars
Keep on going laughing, and it'll all be good
With all the regrets I've gone through
I'll be a person with taste
Even turn sadness into a wind
Keep on going strong, and it'll all be good

(RAP)
That's right, breathe in a silent breath
Look to the vast sky, jump in
Take a break once in a while when it rains
Let the wind take the destination
All the regrets you carry
Can't let these scars go to waste
Carve an emblem into your arm, lets go as long as we love
That's right, from here on is the Show Time

haha i do feel more alive now.
thanks.
this time its really a happy post.
lets do away with the smiles for now.
yayee!

thanks for making my days brighter all this while.
~~

haha mr tzuki.



YYY
ThePast-
2:44:00 AM




Wednesday, January 28, 2009

im pretty mad at myself.
i have always tell myself that i have learnt my lesson.
but everytime it happens and im met with these kinda situations,
im not sure why i do these kind of stupid things.
they always says learn from thy mistakes.
but it always seems that i keep making these mistakes.
even if i have i learnt, either i do it again
or i will fend another mistake again.
i wonder whether its just my luck,
that this never ever happens to any one else.

i know its hard.
its frustrating, heart wrentching.
i know there's always others.
there's always a new way to go about.
but i dont think im ready.
or i dont allow myself to do so.
its like being chained but the key tied just round you neck.

haha realised this blog is more of reflections and realisations.
not really much of what happens everyday blahblahblah.
but im quite sick and tired.

realised if you looked closely
there isnt only one star.
the so called lucky star.
there are other more stars if i would looked more closely.
if i would stick my head out further and glance right up.
there will be more.
there will be hope.

haha i sound christian.

ok another smile to make this a happy post.
say cheese!
:) + :) = :D



YYY
ThePast-
11:33:00 PM




Thursday, January 22, 2009

haha ok i think this is abit lag.
but...
im very delighted that my el got a2.
well, my target was all a1,
but you always set your targets higher, yes?
ok, this is lame.
oh, and im very sad that i cant get into raffles :(
haha that was just a yardstick actually.
an impossible one to say the least,
still pple get the impression im being ac. =.=

when you realised how big the world is.
the vast amount of pple in this world.
your worries and fears cease to become so small in your eyes.
this small ----------> .
haha.
and you get happier!
?

ok this is another happy post.
in case some pple cant find the smiles,
im going to put many of them.
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
hahas.



YYY
ThePast-
10:18:00 PM




Wednesday, January 21, 2009

ok i wanted to come and blog a happy post but dont really feel that happy now.
maybe cause everyone is alsp at home and
its so dark now.
anyway :D
there you go,
a happy post with a happy smile.
bye.



YYY
ThePast-
1:30:00 AM




Tuesday, January 13, 2009

i think im darned lost.
i know i should not be thinking of such stuff which in future might..

its like im in a hole and i got the chance to get out of there.
and when i take my first steps, i feel like giving up and just lie on the ground.
on the grass.
on the sand.

i hope i make it :) past



YYY
ThePast-
11:30:00 PM




Saturday, January 10, 2009

was looking at the pictures in my phone.
realised alot of things that matters.
alot of stuff that i didnt even know were still there.
hope.
there's my neighbour and the hg skyline.
where you can see the flyer haha.

didnt know that we have 3more weeks till school reopen.
ok confirmed plus chop i going jc.
although abit tempted to go poly.
like very fun, and slacked and relaxxxxxxxxxxxxxed!
i need to use more !!!!!!!!!!.
hope.

monday ah monday.
i have no idea but im more excited than worried or afraid that i might do badly.
maybe its the holiday moood. or i dont care anymore.
i have been giving myself that impression.
hope.
ohyah im going jc cause i have idea what i wanna be in future.
quite saddening i guess.
:p

kiroro songs very nice.
and abit emo lah.
i like emo songs haha.
and its jaPANese.
some quite happy.

very long never draw.
some happy pictures. :D
hope.

good luck people.



YYY
ThePast-
9:23:00 PM




Thursday, January 08, 2009

Long Kiss Good Bye

"How long before we see each other again?"
What made me think that
You were saying it with a nice expression?
I pretend that there's nothing bothering me
I'll listen 'till morning as you make excuses
Because I want us to be connected

I don't even want to see your face along the Meguro river anymore
No development will come from this, my cell phone dances
If It's goodbye mail, I want to forget about it
"Hold me tight" but "I want to disappear to somewhere"
Any time that you're talking too much you don't seem to notice*
I let you see that "I cry" a little while pretending to be strong
How well did those tears work on you

Even though "I want to be loved" in my own way, it fills me, but I can't see you
I just have the feeling that I'll never see you again...
I want to tell you that, but I can't find the right words
Maybe it's okay if I lie, but I can't even say "Don't go away"

When our hands come apart
Will you forget someday?
About me?

Even though "I want to be loved" in my own way, it fills me, but I can't see you
I just have the feeling that I'll never see you again...
I want to tell you that, but I can't find the right words
Maybe it's okay if I lie, but I can't even say "Don't go away"



YYY
ThePast-
10:24:00 PM




Monday, January 05, 2009


A Little Too Not Over You - David Archuleta

david.
beckam.
archuleta.
cook.
silva.
villa.
too many davids lah, haha.



YYY
ThePast-
7:08:00 PM