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Saturday, July 28, 2007

hi. im back! haha
hmm...today flag day.
went to little india.
bloodly heck. after like 2hrs liao, still havnt finish half a tin.
and ms tan angry.
lol. who cares.
then we played soccer in the rain for a while.
studied a little chem then buai da han so went to sleep.
haha. sian. nothing to post.
ciao people.
here's leave out the rest.


Leave Out All The Rest

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taking my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are



YYY
ThePast-
6:04:00 PM




Tuesday, July 24, 2007

haiz..im bored.
my life just so boring now.
i always do stupid stuff to amuse myself.
haha...
i duno. i really feel alot better now.
maybe in the first we really sud not...
it was like my choice.
maybe i nv really fell in ....
i duno. that is like a BIG if.
or maybe im a guo lai ren.
still, it really suprise how well im taking this.
maybe maybe...
i duno man.
lol.
okay. about today.
lesson boring.
i duno why, i keep drawing during chinese.
and i keep going to toliet. haha sudden obsession with toliet.
mrs lum say she does that during ps. her courses. lol.
i play alot of soccer these days.
keeps my mind off stuffs bar.
i rock in soccer anw. whu huuu!
post alot today. haha.
ciao people if anyone is reading this.
shrug!

ps. mlb = nice!

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ThePast-
9:02:00 PM




Saturday, July 14, 2007

A Feeling We Cant Keep

Dark clouds loom over my head
Finally the toll which i never paid
Legs so weary i couldnt stand
Now all my pai starts unveiling
Sat by the window patiently
Walk in circles ainmlessly
Maybe both of us were never surpose to be
A feeling we cant keep..

Now its raining
My heart starts aching
Now its raining
My heart is failing
Why did you leave
Why did you hurt me so
Dont you know how much it takes
to open my heart to someone again..

Raindrops all fall on me
My mind still filled with uncertainty
Just cant make myself walk away
Still thining of you day by day
It doesnt matter how hard i try
It all fell apart
Maybe both of us will never be
A feeling we cant keep..

Now its raining
My heart still aching
Now its raining
My heart is failing
Just want to cry
Just want to cry
But heart's numb and tears are dried
Cant do nothing cos my hands are tied
Why did you leave
Why did you hurt me so
Do you know how it feel
putting me through this once again..

Maybe i sud let you go
At least i know your happy so
Sat there silently
Looking at you solemnly
Just had to let someone know
How can I keep my sadness calm
Keeping my face straight
Trying to cover the hint tears that overcome..

Now its raining
My heart stop feeling
Now its raining
My heart stop missing
Time by time
Bit by bit
Knowing that someone has taken my place
Staring iff into space
Soon i will forget your face..

Just a bad dream and im waking
Yes, i will stop feeling
My broken heart...
......cos i love you......



YYY
ThePast-
6:27:00 PM




Thursday, July 05, 2007




"In The End"

(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter



im mad about listening to music now.
i really miss my K750i.
seriously i hate nokia.
but what to do...

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YYY
ThePast-
9:31:00 PM





dear god or whoevers up there..
for my bdae..
i wish to be happy forever and ever.
cos i dun want to be hurt again..
i guess this is like the first serious wish ever made..
guess its time to grow up..
i dun want turn into another person anymore..
i just want to be myself..
myself is fine..
just fine... :)
smile kiddo.


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8:37:00 PM