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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

haha today is pretty much a boring day.
after spa practice went to cp to have lunch.
then went home after that to sleeeeep.
conclusion: i really dont like circuits.
lol, circuits is not my cup of tea haha.
i always dont seem to know anything about circuits
all the negative and positive hmmm....

hmm, and mr tan just passed away.
life just seem so expected some times.
he was quite young too.
and all the doomsday thingy they kept saying.
i cant say we should we just enjoy the rest of our lifes
since we going all going to die one day.
i just dont want leave with any regrets.
hmm, weird.
i still remember when im young i would always cry in the middle of the night and go into my parents room and say that im afraid of dying one day.
then the next day, my teacher laughed at me that i cried cause i was not a toddler anymore and its weird that i cried?
wonder why i dont do that any more now.
maybe humans are just afraid of the expected.
when meeting something unusual, they would just find it amusing or weird.
its just the perspective i guess.
people usually think this is somewhat unfeeling
i just had my share of life and sometimes we have to take it as it is.
still one must always stand up for what he believes not because of what others think or whether it would seem weird or unusual.
i guess that is what special means.

i just realised the world is full of contrast.
today when i walk home i just suddenly thought that the world is such a beuatiful world.
then i would think again, about those natural disasters and those people who had died
some people tend to treat people diffrently in front of different people.
some may lack in talent but they make it up for their charactor.
yet there are always those who are better and those who are not.
deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.........
ok, maybe im just bored and suddenly had the urge to blog sth
loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong.........
haha.
maybe its just a load of crap, or words of wisdom haha.
now, i would rather lay back and just think that the world is a beautiful place.

holidays are ending is that good or bad?
sounds pretty much like a essay question haha.

the cloulds are clouldy :D



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